A day to be remembered…
I was suppose to post this blog yesterday(21st Dec)..but was just too tired HAHA…
why is it a day to remember? well for starters the person that i’ve been missing like crazy for the last 4 months had finally touched down in M’sia..Thank God..or i would have been diagnosed with insomnia anytime soon…well just happy to see him again…i has been a long journey…so just trying to make the best out of what we have right now (3 weeks and he’s off again) = (…
anothe reason why i’m feeling that this day is a time to remember is because after some many years of not being able to communicate with this one important person in my life…we finally got to chat with each other over MSN…i don’t mean like just normal chats that u do daily…i meant it like a heart to heart talk…where feelings are connected and u spill out the feelings that had been hidden deep inside u for ages…i’ve always treated this person as the sister that i never had…a sister that i’ve always wished for and wanted…someone that i could share and trust my secrets with..someone that would always understand what i’m going through and instead of judging me, accept me for who i am…
While growing up we used to share many things…share many thoughts….but as we got older i guess things just changed….along the way we just kinda lost the bond and drifted apart…one of the reason probably would have been because of the distance…i always yearned to built that bond again…but as years passes by nothing happened…
Up till this day that met her online…thought we are parted by the ocean…but for the first time after so many years i felt the connection again…a feeling that i can never share with another soul…we just started opening up again and sharing our thoughts and life experience…suddenly too many things were just flowing though my mind and so many things that we want to tell each other…i just felt this very familiar feeling that was flowing through me again…and i just can’t help but feel really happy….
we decided that upon her return to M’sia we are going to meet up and have our long awaited talk…i’m really looking forward for that…and i’m thankful that we actually got to chat with each other even thought it was just for a short moment…but time could not measure up to the hapiness that i’ve gained through that very short moment…as they say * blood is always thicker than water *
